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1.
Garblers 01:27
Going away for a while I've known it since I was a child I was born sick So what am I wasting my time for? You've got somebody that haunts You've got nobody to hold you Now I am shaken grey with you
2.
Pain will never feel the same Smile while you learn to say goodbye When will I sleep tonight? I know I've become a leach Don't leave me in this city And as I'm falling asleep I see Lies aren't always wrong When is autumn gonna come? Something's got to change I've ruined something for everyone The moment I met you And from then on Fits me, basically, it's never gonna be What I want it to be Please just leave me Take the good you got and get away 'Cause now that got you baby I don't want it anymore Wake up living, for God's sake The demons I have made But now that I got you maybe I don't want them anymore Lately I learn to lie Odd across ecstasy Take my mind away from my body Stare into a mirror while Time passed you by Hope your eyes can heal the blight I can't say no And if you're going away That's all right, but why? Wake up, you used to be there To keep me from falling Off the side of you bed Wake up, feeling left behind in time Sadly now sister's gone Sadly little sister's gone Wake up, get out of your head I'm not dead, underneath stairs I'm curled, speaks this withered world If it's the last you'll see of me Sometimes you leave your family And sometimes your family leaves Please just leave me Take the good you got and get away 'Cause now that I got you baby I don't want it anymore Wake up living, for God's sake The demons I have made But now I'm giving up
3.
Cocabean 04:42
Starry eyes, If pity deep felt, help me die You symptom of all that I got My devine half-heart Don't promise acceptance Heavy-hands rival Formation errors bite at birth You never wanted me Skin, you never wanted me But what a shock Don't try to shut your eyes Addie Was it right to say For a moment the earth seemed grey? Out of the ground a spook cries out Raise your arms and ignite the sky Somewhere in disguise Linger creatures of twilight Willing and able I the fridgid, four eyes are falling And I wonder if I might never see again That boy stirs next to sable hair Stapled to the floorboards And she's painting walls Hard to forget these days If I had an ocean Then I'd feel sad for the rain Sirens the distance from us For chronic head trauma And I'm desperately throwing the poles to vicious Further in the night I'll taste the blood of an imitation Esryn, why aren't you coming for me tonight? I caught a glimpse of A red-hot reflection And the patterns in your face They don't mean a thing Now that they're gone I don't know who the fuck I am And this God's Somewhere in disguise... I was a fool who thought The last thing I'd recall Was the broken skull in my mouth Nightmares of lost dreams That try to catch us sleeping daylight away We're buried out there Finally something You better believe in it
4.
Tonight the wake for promises I know this, I'm here with it Creeping this creaking black home Shaking Earthward in speculum And in slivers we swoon Maybe we should talk soon When I look back I can't remember what I really want to Just the bad words And the bad days Lost all sound mind If God remains a mute Blue eyes tell lies And that's finally the truth What if I can't find you Breaking hearts like faith? It's hard to look at I never want to know What it's like without you Brace for that pain It's gonna be a bad day Find a way Don't sin today
5.
While I was away In the depth of a name A break in the movement And an erratic distraction Eyes up and I'm awake Nowhere close to where I want to be Anyone else but me I did what I could I'm no fucking good If you could take me away right now There's no mistaking the hate This world has seen It's just the month of May Might shine here and there, now and then Tired of trying to get you to like me again While I was afraid Desperately I prayed You can't escape me No way out now You have raped me Through sickness and health and sin God, where you been For the passed ten years of my life? Please heal my skin If you could take it away right now Then you could take me away
6.
Greedy Soma 03:11
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Addie Ashes 03:49
I'll ask the night around me But she'll tell me I'm wasting my time So lonely, smoke surrounds me As I ask myself why does she cry? High drive in the warm sky Your presence just filling my lungs But I'd lie the whole night If I was so sure you'd be gone So stay or leave me this way In love with the things you say But I know that every spring day Will take everything away I sleep in the snowfall In hope that she'll notice this plight I search with the starlight Little to no sleep that night I look through the knock outs Know that you'll know that some day I know these loud doubts But I've never bled this way So take everything away
8.
Madness, I am calling you out I been homesick Now I ain't trying to run away But I need to get away Don't think I'll just let you quit me Something's gonna happen today But I need time to wake up And realize Hell has got it wrong Why am I killing myself? Just run away Don't try to deal with this pain Just run away Don't let her see you in pain Just shake it off When we are clean You will come first my love Woke up with an ache in my body No fear of God today So don't wait for someone to hold you up How do I know you care? How do I find a ghost? Wake up living, say you're sorry Summer searing simply scarring Smoke come rising up with Something I can change or control I'm giving all or giving up or Running to the whip or The snap if your fingers or The sound of the whistle blow How long since you really loved me? Lost her today so burn me and the co-tenant Honey it's been a long time, get right or be gone Tell me where you are and that you're gonna leave With no one left to love or to blame Never felt so dead in this place Hid behind the mountain scar That's where the fire grows Will the fire burn all of us alive? Flies are following me I might jut rot here on the ground Esryn astral at sea I'm scared it might come back around No one in town is sleeping Let's pray thu hold that line Black hill hide in white snow That's got me worried all the time Think your life was hard then? Look what you got yourself in now Don't have the friends I used to I can't feel anything but down Awake afraid of my faith and hate Cannot erase a face 'Cause if you don't want to quit then you won't Oh, my God is not around So I fear life instead 'Cause how am I gonna know That I've died when I'm dead? Just run away Don't try to deal with this pain Just run away Don't let her see you in pain Is there anyone out there?
9.
Aphonia 10:23
I am awake but I am not entirely I am not killing time It's time that's killing me Out of the window Through the branches I can see I will surrender but I won't go quietly Say there's a way to forget myself Now as I wander I'm feeling Unknown sets of eyes And I am trying, yes I am Wondering today Keep trying... Keep trying Would give you my last dime Still it's some fault of mine That won't let you get high Without bringing you down all the time 'Cause when the world brings you to that You've got to push it back Find new drugs to cope With an anxiety attack You have a way of keeping me astral at sea Incapable, incompetent in everything Out of the dark there comes a comfortability If I can't see you then There's a chance you can't see me Keep me awake or you're by yourself Now as I wonder I'm feeling Unknown sets of eyes And I am trying, yes I am Wandering today Keep trying... Keep trying *Exhumed You're never gonna know that it's gone Unless you dig it up or come up with answers 'Cause I know people are ugly 'Cause I'm just ugly too On the outside God knows I've tried to be somebody else But people are ugly Guess I'm just ugly too On the inside God knows I've tried to be somebody

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released October 22, 2013

See-You-Home-Wolf is:
Cameron Beckerdite - Drums, vocals, guitar, bass, percussion
Brandon Beckerdite - Vocals, guitar, bass, keys, percussion
All songs written and performed by See-You-Home-Wolf
Trumpet solo on 'Silent Things' performed by Ashton Beckerdite
Lyrics and album art by Brandon Beckerdite

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See-You-Home-Wolf Colorado Springs, Colorado

See-You-Home-Wolf is an indie/rock/progressive band out of Colorado, comprised of brothers, Brandon and Cameron Beckerdite. Their debut demo album, "Demon", was recorded by the two in their basement.

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